Returning to Normal

I went to work on Friday for the first time in 5 weeks. I only stayed a few hours, but it was good to be back, even if I was just a major distraction while I was there. I am fortunate enough to work with good, kind people that have a sense of humor. My door was adorned with a checklist, like the one you see in public restrooms. Different co-workers were "assigned" to check on me every 30 minutes and had to circle a either a smiley face, straight face, sad face or skull and crossbones. What was hilarious to me was the fact that everyone came by on schedule and filled out the list. When I was out of my office for a check, I was paged over the intercom and had to explain my whereabouts! I received a text when I was still gone at the next check-in. I didn't respond fast enough so Erin was notified and I promptly received a phone call from her. I learned my lesson... turn off my cell phone at work! :-)

I will continue part-time this coming week. I learned today that I still have a lot of work ahead of me to get my stamina back. Kira ran her first 5k this morning. It was great; I am so proud of her for completing the run and doing so well! But, even as a spectator I was completely drained after 3 hours on my feet. I could barely walk back to the car. I think passers-by thought I just ran the race! It was disappointing for me because I thought I could handle it better. I got my second wind after a long nap and the family took Kira out for dinner to celebrate.

I have an appointment with the cardiothoracic surgeon on Tuesday and hopefully will have my remaining restrictions lifted. The big one is driving. I've been strictly a back seat passenger for the past 3 weeks, and haven't driven a car since April 3. I detest relying on others, so I am looking forward to regaining some more control in my life. However, I have to admit I will miss my extra time with Erin. I have enjoyed our time together doing things that we typically do separately during the week, like grocery shopping and quick errands. I didn't always drive her nuts. Sometimes I was actually pleasant to be around and we had good times. We'll have to find ways to continue our extra time together as we create our new "normal."